My name is Nedra l'Cie, my first name was based on Ce'Nedra from The Belgariod series, a series of fantasy books about Sorcerers, Gods, fantastic creatures and many other fantastic things. I am a Nymph by nature as Ce'Nedra is a Dryad Wood Nymph, my Second name l'Cie is based from the Final Fantasy series... As a l'Cie I also practice the art of Magick an has a focus that I not knows, kinda like a life's lesson, we has to goes through life's journey to discover what it is.

I am very timid and easily scared, I am a submissive in the BDSM Lifestyle answerable to the Head Mistress of Ark.

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(My Dream)

I was on a bus with windows that displayed tv like images with distortions, when I gets off I was in some kind of place that has dim lighting all the time even outdoors, there was two girls like me there that no one but me coud see, we was shown to some kinda dorm room and a bed where I coud sleeps... I was given some kinda shot that made me feels funny, it was green an I not likes it very much so went to sleeps not wanting to wakes again, but I wakes without the waking up part and I talks to the other two that no one else coud see. Suddenly finding meself in a kind of class room we was all given these kinda shot devices but I tries to refuse and a man picked it up an gives it to me anyways, made me feels funny again but not sleepy this time but after that we see's a kind of teacher figure who makes us dive into water from water level down to the bottom. I held onto the bottom for as long as I coud forcing meself to open me eyes an looks up, I saw the steps where the teacher figure was but had to wait until the uneasy feeling of some dread monster left, when I gets up to the steps they was so small that my feet covered several of them at a time but there was just enough space fer me to get through the opening above. When I makes it to the surface I finds me self in me dorm room where one of the two that no one else coud see gives me some yellow liquid like tablet thingies, they says not to take them now but when I wakes an everythin went dark for a little an then I see's the one that gives me the yellow tablets, but my skin on me face started to deteriorate and me jaw dropped down a bit an had to use me hand to holds it up... The one that gives me the yellow tablets her face was doin the same thing an she says we must becomes one to survive, so I suddenly finds meself hugging her an our bodies melted into one another... I opens me eyes but she was gone an I was standing next to the bed in me dorm room the tablets gone, I felt weird me head seemed fuller I was the same but different... I wakes up fer real without opening me eyes not wanting to wakes knowing one of the other ones like me was still there, I heard it in me head saying open your eyes... I tried to obey but had to put my hands to me face because of the bright light from me laptop next to me bed, eventually getting them open enough to see's everythin rounds us me own thoughts naming each object I notices, thinking I wanna goes back to the place I jest comes from... I not wanna be awake... This world is empty... people in it but there's no one in this world... It's dark and everything hurts...